well that's that

2004 have officially become the worst year of my short life.

I received my latest bad news, and have decided I just can't keep my head up anymore. I am breaking my lease and moving in two weeks. Going to live with my freaking grandma in spokane. Maybe I will come back someday when things will be better.

I just kept hoping that things would work out here, they didn't and now that I can't pay my rent it's time to go. It's either this or homelessness.

My mom offered me a place to stay, but she lives with my stepdad who hates me and doesn't want me there. I can't REALLY stay there it is just my mom saying SOMETHING to make it sound like she did all she could even though she knows it's not an option. Fuck her she married the retard.

I wish I didn't have to go I will miss everyone so much.

Maybe there will be a miracle, if not I am gone for the forseeable future. I will be leaving at the end of the month. Oh well things will be better sometime down the road. By the way Spokane sucks dammit I wish I didn't have to go there.

I was asked to take down part of what I wrote well it's gone. Even though I'm not sure why. I don't think I am being monitored that much and I'm pretty sure I have to actually get caught doing it. I'm not doing anything so I think I'm safe. Well it's gone, and so is my control of this blog so take the whole thing down please. It's not like I say anything interesting on here anyway.

-The Enforcer

"I should have ended with my Jesus fucking a goat bit" -Peter Johnson